The Red Letter day is near..Kinda scary actually...

Most frens discourage me from this marriage.. -- not very nice..
they think that i am taking a risky bet on my future..well-being. *shrug**

I'm not gonna be that happy a bride lah..cos my dress isn't nice..and my face worse..

should start taking lotsa vegetables and fruits..and exercise liao.. start tmr..

the day is but two weeks away. OMIGOD!!!! two weeks???? only two weeks????? I'm not that mentally prepared..all of a sudden.

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why do some important frens and others think that I don't earn much from my job??? I guess I give pple the impression that my capability is mediocre..else the nature of my biz just isnt' glamourous enough. engineers..air stewardess..bankers..financial consultants.. *shrug*** i should turn these into motivating energies to motivate myself... after all how much i earn is dependent on how much i want to work..

btw.. i really dun use the internet this days.. wouldn't be in the near future too..