I told an old friend over msn yesterday night that I feel proud of my own achievements (work related), achievements only I know of.

Browsing through the photos of myself taken in Japan just now. Think I look kinda cute in some of the photos. It's the winter coat and the hat. Make a lot of difference.

Nownownow... you may think that I must be mad to first be proud of my achievements in work and then in my looks, to be more precise, my appearance in the photos taken in Japan, not my everyday looks.

I'm just glad that I don't suffer from low self esteem. It sucks. I sometimes slip into destructive thoughts that way.