The thing about having a partner who is not that financially able. I have to cough out $400 a month to chip in for the car he's going to buy, for the next few years. then there is the ROM party decor, ROM dress. More for my ROM and wedding makeup and hair styling. Dunno how much for for his wedding band. And the holiday I am dying to go to. Unless I can spare enough for both him and me to go for holiday, we will never get to go anywhere...

u know.... it's really important.means a greatGREAT deal to me to travel. It's what i really desire in my life................

Then his partime diploma lessons at a poly is going to start next week............ One week four times. Until 10pm. Bleah. I think I will probably pop into some of his lectures and sit in with him. and pinch him when he dozes off and waste money. The thing about this studying thing frustrates me at times..I have been done with all my studying for a year. Now, he's going..It's like..I still prefer a partner in the same stage of life as me. that is just working, or really pursue high education.

Bleah.. me lamenting again.. teehee..so typical of me..

but u know what....

Thinking of how I never have to pay much in the past with JJ. He pay for all his car expenses by himself. He buys things I like for me. (Not my hubby to be. My hubby to be won't buy me things during shopping.) Anyway despite all these... JJ still sucks.. and I still want to be with my Ah Beng. No life of luxury for me in the near future.. but well..I always know that I got to work hard to get things I want.. No one's gonna provide me with much.

The "union" is gonna decrease my savings rate for sure.................... Bleah.. I don't even take $400 of cabfare..take cab everywhere also less than $400 a month. Car...................I think I like MRTs now. But anyway.. a car is necessary lah..cos he needs to shuttle between and work and school and to look for me etc..

Ok...enough complaints...

There's more than a $1000 2 particular parents owe me. I think they will never be able to return me and just continue oweing me more and more. and more and more. This sum of money can pay for my dress and makeup liao. Change work next year. This year, must earn more money from this biz first. Next year then retire before I start a new job.

Wednesday is my birthday 12th april. his birthday is 15th april. coool ya? think the little ones are planning little surprises for me. :*)