HIEEEE.....

Work is as usual.

It has disciplined me a lot.

There's a lot to improve on.

People who are working for me have not been carrying out their responsibilities and really ruining my biz. So.. I'm working out new arrangements.

Anyway..teachers are soooo irritating... Fail one spelling is as if the sky is falling.. crazy. I'm soo sick of all the responsibilities..

Otherwise.. my biz going to decline soon..

As for my Ah Beng... hurhur..

You know what.....

What would you think if a guy start asking you questions like..

- why don't u wear rings?
-what's your ring finger size? (checking out my fingers everytime he sees me)
-what's your ideal age for marriage?
-What do u think of couples who get married after being together for only a little while.
-where do you want to stay after marriage?
etcetc..

then also says things such as,
- I'm going to spend a lot this month.
-I've been working on something to enable us to meet more often.
and a lot others.. can't remember..

Goodness.. What do you think all this means huh??

If he suddenly proposes on Valentine's Day..I will faint.. I've only been together with him for 2 months plus!!!!!! Though it seems like ages already.

Even though things have been great.I'm still worried lah. I'm not ready!!! I don't have enough money..I don't feel secure!!! I want to feel financially secure before marriage

Dunno lah..

I'm going to arrange for him to meet a couple of my frens. he doesn't know pple from my side.. except my mother and sister. He hasn't seen any of my frens before. But I have met almost all his frens and family already..

it's cos.. i'm really embarrassed and uneasy about showing up with different boyfriends every year.. It's the 4th boyfriend already...until we are really going to get engaged or something, then i will introduce him to my frens and family etc.. not tha ti am not proud of him... i'm just not proud of my personal 'REcord"

and yesterday..he came my house to cook. I have been working on a 1000 piece jigsaw for him. was supposed to give him weeks ago.. but just couldn't finish it at all.. everytime he coems.. i will have to find a place to hide it..hide in my sister's or mother's room. I will ask him to wait in the living room first then go hide my jigsaw..yesterday...he didn't wait as usual. he thoguht i was done and came in when i was just about to move the jigsaw away.....damn.....ruined my surprise liao...... :( hahahhahahaa.. the surprise whcih i have kept for weeks.

sianzz..time to sleep soon again..