allo...

u know what...

He really did propose on Valentine's Day.

I didn't give an immediate Yes. I comtemplated for an hour or so. Cos I was frightened.

Despite being a little mentally prepared before the day, I did not give serious thought to whether I want to get engaged this soon. And the ROM thing..

I thought it was just an engagement and then the ROm thingy will be next year or further in future. But man!!!! He wanted our parents to meet up soon and discuss a date. Eh?? Scary...

On one hand, I have been very happy with him. His character, likes and dislikes are almost like mine. Actually, I totally lost myself the year I was with JJ and didn't know that I have the good fortune to receive happiness again, until I know him. Serious.

Though, once he gets angry.. he stays angry for very long. Cos I am the kind that DO NOT PACIFY guys. I just let them be. Like what like how?? I did try to pacify a little.. but it takes more than a little for it to work.. so I heck... and get angry at him for being so unforgiving or petty instead.

I'm still wondering how true horoscopes are. My birthday and his are just 3 days apart. We are both Aries. And we really alike in many ways.

What I Am afraid of is..like I have told u.. I still feel like a girl who's not grown up. Not financially independent enough. Don't have enough money in my bank account for me to feel secure and all.

and also... couples are usually very good to each other right at the beginning..as time goes by... things may deteriorate.. there isn't time for me to know how bad he can get too.. I guess what a friend said was wise.. if a guy still wants to marry you after a few years, this shows he really loves you. not so true for the guy who wants to marry you only after a couple of months.

Oh.. I just realised that today only marks us being together for 3 months.

I met all his family members during the Chinese New Year. Even went along with them to Johore to see their relatives. They can put on fire works outside their houses! REally nice.

My family members don't know him though. Only my sister and mother know.

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Recently.. there's also a irritating guy living near my workplace. He's been coming up to my workplace or I would bump into him eveyr now and then or that he will call me many times a day with incoherent smses.

I already told him I have a boyfriend twice.

My Beng is very unhappy. He wants to go to my workplace area and meet out this guy and talk to him. Goodness...

oh..I haven't talked about what happened during VAlentine's day as in the details.. hahha..nothing much lah..pretty amusing. The proposal was actually carried out in the car in the beach carpark at sentosa in the end.. hahaha cos of some glitches throughout the nite.