PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just came back from Genting. hahahahaa..

I told myself that I would never go there again, cos there just isn't much to do there and I should just save the money to work towards a more worthy trip.

Then..I went again. He suddenly smsed me asked me if I wanted to go for a short trip this holiday weekend and off we went.

and.........
Genting has never been more enjoyable before. :)

Scary theme park rides, Bowling, KTV, Eat all the food I haven't eaten before,Shooting games, Shopping,Choosing clothes for each other,Foot massages,go casino seesee, taking super long bus rides, with each other one the last day of 2005 and the first day of 2006 etcetc Not really what was being done, but the company that makes a huge difference. I wanted to do rockclimbing but he wasn't keen.. haha..I was saying that we were together all the time except for toilet visits and bathtime.

I feel a little uneasy when things go on quite smoothly and the guy's great to me. Not used to it ya?? haha.. more used to being mistreated and unhappy in a relationship. The last two were shitty lah. Oh.. and u all must be more used to reading about my lamentations. hurhur

((I'm in a mood to be mean now. That guy I don't like. Think he's trying to take revenge because I ditched him more than a year ago. He xiao4 one. A little haunting me. He says stuff like he only wants me to be happy all my life and wants to be the one to give me that happiness.. cRAP. bullshit. He used to say that if my bf (JJ, now ex bf) treated me badly, I can always go to to him. yadayadayada.. I don't believe any guys will like me so much. CANNOT BE!!!!!!!!not in this world this era this time this life of mine. whatever..mood spoiler.. and all the I want to hold you in my embrace now kind of sms.. make me feel nauseated. I did ignore him. but well.. shrug.. from another point of view, it helps to boost my ego a teeny weeny bit, which is good cos I suffer from inferiority complex most of the time)))))

This weeek's goona be crazy!!!! workworkwork.. must work then can get what i want then can fulfill my dreams.. god bless..all of u too :)