It was a very peaceful and happy night until....

He was driving me home. Being the super reckless driver he is, he almost collided with a taxi. After that, he deliberately drove to beside the taxi and did the middle finger thingy.

FOR WHAT?????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He always think that it's others' fault. He always think that taxi drivers are reckless. I really think he's the one who's wrong. I have zero problems and feel very safe sitting in all the taxis and my mom's car and some of my friends' cars.. I just don't feel safe sitting in my ex bf's and this guy's car. I attribute this to their character problem.

I just don't like it when they like to criticise other drivers so often. They make mistakes themselves too.

Then he's forever speeding.. Sigh...I don't want to sit in his car anymore.

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Btw.. I was complaining about how I was actually very sick cos of him right? At about 7pm, he actually brought me out to dinner, cos it's very likely that Iwould just go without dinner than to cook or buy yesterday. Then after the sleep and medicine, my fever was still quite bad.. so feeling it himself, he was nicer and more concerned. Unlike earlier, when he just relax at home to watch all this dvds. Must give him credit.

Honestly..everything's been quite nice. The bf I recently broke up with told me that I needed someone who can sit down by the beach to look at the stars together with.. that I needed someone who will not find my dreams and ideas silly.. Ironically, Sometime back, I sat with this guy at EAst Coast for very long. We never talked much. Just admiring the stars, enjoying the sea breeze and the sound of the waves.. He told me that he never had the patience or ever walked with anyone along the beach or sat there before.

Since then, we went to a few other similar places. I never knew about the place at yishun until yesterday. near seletar airport or something. very very nice. so much peace and serenity. Just now, we had dinner with his friends (I wasn't told and was surprised to see his friends all there, as usual.........). Afterwards, he brought me to the Sembawang Park or something.. There's a jetty there or something. Nice breeze. Nice view. The peace and serenity again... You feel all so good....but the CAR INCIDENT had to take place after that...... sigh.......................

it's ok.. just learning more about each other now right... ? it's not ok.. i don't want to know that he's not suitable for me....