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I haven't blogged for ages.

One main reason is cos the computer isn't in my bedroom. Not that accesible.

I'm starting to get warm up to the idea that he's my boyfriend. haha.

I admire and like him in many strange ways..

Anyway.. I shall not go into details, cos it's gonna be a super bad read for all of u.

Yesterday night.. he told me something.. a little a little.. shocking..

He never want to talk much about his past, saying that it's over and nothing glamourous to mention about..

Yesterday night, we chatted over a Yakun session. He revealed that.. he was actually jailed for a month a few years' back. He joined secret societies in the past and was often detained in the police stations.

I tried to picture him hitting other people.. and people hitting him.. Fighting you know??? Hard to imagine.

It doesn't change my opinion of him still. He's all changed now.

For a guy who does so much housework , it's hard to imagine how bad he used to be.

He cooked for me TWICE! haha.. western n chinese. And he washed all the dishes. I just stood there and helped a little now and then. STark contrast to the past, when I would be the one cooking and the one washing all the dishes..and everytime I go to have dinner at someone's place I have to wash everyone's dishes there... He just sit there shake legs.

I've realised one thing though.. as much as he denies it.. I think he's the kind that is easily jealous. Must refrain from talking about ex bfs (unless it's bad stuff) and going out with other guyfriends alone. USually.. he will be very cold for sometime after I meet up a guyfriend etc.. He kept saying he doesn't mind though. I DON't BELIEVE liao..

And.. of cos..I'm still afraid.. I know fear can keep me from getting more.. but hmm.. how much do I know of him?

His mom been asking all sorts of questions to check out how much I earn. Irritating leh. That's my top secret. Boyfriend doesn't get to know either.

Lastly.......................

I'm into drinking and chilling out at pubs recently...........haha...

And.. I often wonder what my friends would think if they get to visit my centre and see all the works I have done. Everyone will be shocked. Been doing so much kiddy Art. More kiddy ART for the next few days. Holidays over.. New people coming in. Gonna get real crazy.

And.. damn.. There have been many times when I put aside my work to spend timewith him. miss my church service twice because of him too.....................................No good. Cannot be like that.