I didn't know Christmas eve is next Saturday.

EVery X'mas spent with a different boyfriend. For the past 3 years.. It's a different boyfriend each year......................................................... I really don't like it.. but well well..

I really feel like saying that I'm a little crazy over my dear ah beng of late. hahaha.. just superstitious.. Whenever I say something is good.. it becomes bad.. and vice versa.. dunno.. let this be a superstition.


I'm surprised I totally forgave him for what happened on Sunday. His temperaments.. Maybe cos there are a lot more good.

This X'mas.. I should be spending with his friends and him. Would be going church in the afternoon. I'm attending a different church now. Great one. I guess most people wouldn't want to know about why I believe in this religion. I don't even consider it a religion. To me, it's the ultimate truth. wellwell..

I'm happy.. very happy.. :O)