This feeling I have been experiencing the whole of today has been rather annoying.. I don' t know how to describe. I just hate it that I think I have sort of... a liking for a new He... yet another He... He is irritating me. hahaa..

I don't like myself to like any guys. NOT NOW!!!!! And because I know it's not gonna work out. and it's really not working out. sianz.. Short lived happiness...

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Saturday was the day.

It was the day I surprised myself. I like him.

Saturday was real eventful.

Worked in the morning..

He brought me to JB straight after work. I haven't been there for years and years.

The little things. Sheltering me with his umbrella and getting wet himself. Subtly fanning me while we were waiting to pass the immigration. Holding me to cross the dangerous roads.

LATer that night.. we went home to change. He brought me to a happening pub. There were his friends. I drank quite a bit. He too.

All of us proceeded to yet another pub later. One where we can sing. I was going to sing a duet with him.. but there was only one microphone..So I was giggling most of the time and only sang bits of the song.

When we were there.. he suddenly gave me a lot of attention. TAlked to me a lot. Sat a lot closer. TAlked to me about himself. Wanting me to know him more. Then he drank more and more.. Then he kept persuading me to play pool. He kept playing funny guessing games with those girls there too. I refused to learn. No way am I going to shout and play those games like they do. Finger guessing games I think.

He asked me to keep his wallet and handphone for him in my bag. He said that there wouldn't be any girls calling him.

Later on.. when it was nearing 3am.. when the pub was closing.. I went out of the pub. Curious about the night life there at Boat Quay area. He came out with me. Then then then.. the chemistry came. I cannot describe what happeend with my lousy english.. haha... but it was rather exciting. I was rather embarrassed most of the time. I kept walking about. haha.. He said he cannot walk straight anymore. Need my help to hold him to the car. Then dunno how it happened that he just held my hand as if nothing happened. I withdrew my hand. haha

Then I walked away to seven eleven myself. Confused. When I came out.. he suddenly appeared at seven eleven and held my waist briefly. I walked away again.. haha

I had to hold him to walk to the car later. He wasn't walking straight. I stayed alert the entire time on the car. Gosh. Drunk driving he was doing....

We actually proceeded to DEvil' s Bar after that..

It was a super long day from work to JB to Shin to the next pub and then to devil's..

I needta go.. can't write anymore..

Anyway..the magic's sorta broken... write about it another time..

haha..this is the guy I told tempest i would never like. and he said i said it too soon. Wisdom.