Just now.. I was at friendster. Added one new photo. He's the apple of my eye now. haha..Not that He. It's one of my little boys.

And... while at friendster, it was displayed that He updated his friendster profile at around midnight. We just went out earlier today for like 7 hours. I went to check. His status remains "Single". I looked through trying to make out what he might have changed in his profile. I concluded that he probably just change the "Looking for whowhowho" section. It is now "Looking for friends and activity partners" instead of "Looking for friends, activity partners, woman for relationship etc.." What the?

Of course.... my status on friendster remains 'single' as well.. cos I definitely don't feel as if I am attached or what. I don't feel much obligations. I take it that we are just 'dating'. just going out. And ya lah. hold hands. but only hold hands and nothing more. great that nohting more happen. Nothing more would happen either.

I think he had been using the term "girlfriend" loosely. I think he's testing waters.. well.. naturally we all would having been through so much past unhappiness.

ACtually.he's been assuming that I want to be with him all this while and that I regard him as my boyfriend. Goodness.. This stupid bf and gf thing. For the first time, I am this childish in this matter.

I remember he asked me how I find "our beginning". I was like.. "Do we have a beginning? I didn't know anything has begun."

Honestly.. I didn't tell him all exactly what I think. He's been nice. Been rather gentlemanly and all, despite being a terrible Ah Beng for years. I just said that I need to know him better first.

It amazes me how much common interests and other aspects we share. I've been rather happy of late. In a way, he kinda suits me. I would almost tell you that I am beginning to fall for him.. For more than 2 years, I have met idiots who really know nothing about love...until this dumbass showed me stuff in his laptop on the train earlier. Pictures! Pictures of him with other girls. Double dating to Tioman etc.. So stupid. Gimme see this for what.

We are all just testing waters..

I don't want to play guessing games!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't want any "Love" games! Don't give me pain.. Go away...

I shall not meet him at all tmr. I shall not reply him tmr. I cancelled my ktv session with a guyfren today to meet him today. I shall meet my friend tmr. Two of us are going to sing ktv.

This Beng... He shall just be an interesting experience I guess.

I didn't tell you his background. He's really pretty ..interesting. Sold vcds illegally, went nightclubs, got into fights etc..

He's changed now of cos.. I met quite a few of his friends already.

I dont' want to blog liao.. Bad mood. Those silly photos spoilt my mood. Plus his stupid friendster thing. Bah.. I'm sick. New sickness.. Fever, headache, sore throat healed..now cough and flu. damn. I shall go prepare to go sleep, go church and ktv tmr. Humph!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!