I'm sick..........

Something rather amusing and confusing and a little life-changing happened yesterday.

I was talking to that He I mentioned in my previous post.

I asked a whole lot of questions. One of which is Who I am to him.

He said, "Girlfriend".

I was astonished. Eh? How come I don't know? How come he didn't even ask me? What makes him think I want to be together? So what now? I sure do not consider him as my boyfriend and surely do not intend to go into a relationship yet. I'm not done with tidying up my life yet. I'm not done with assimilating into my new way of life yet.

He said that there is no need to spell everything out explicitly and that I should be able to tell from all his actions and all. Issit.. I couldn't. I never thought that he like me much, you know. I always thought he seemed interested on Saturday night because he had a drop too much. Maybe he's one of those looking for a COMPANION and don't really want to put in much effort into his relationship. Just want to receive from the girl kind..

And.. How can a guy just acknowledge another girl as his girlfriend without her consent?

Anyway..he's another one of those that seldom contact the girlfriend. Will choose to meet me when he feels like it, which isn't that often. No. Not suitable for me.

Btw..I'm sick.. Wish I have a thermometer. And he knows. Will I get a surprise? See if he continues getting into my bad books..My phone just rang for the third time in half an hour.. All the people I am not excited to hear from. Bah.

The little ones are coming to my house to swim tmr.. haha.. I'm gonna be a nanny again. Please don't rain!!!! Else we can't bbq.

Even if nothing comes out between him and I, my life won't go topsy turvy again.. Not again will I make myself so vulnerable. I have found myself a life in this one month or so. I have something to do everyday after work too. In fact, too much things to do. Even if he's gone from my life.. I still have many others.. I won't be as devastated as the previous times.