I'm better today.. :O) Especially tonight. *shrug***

Most of the times.. I'm being hurt by the thought that he doesn't like me anymore and that he will soon be attracted to loads other girls..soon telling anotehr girl that he likes her.. Sigh..So scary.. That's us humans.. Feelings change, FAST. Please don't let me meet him in the streets for years to come.. Please don't..

Been spending way too much money. MEeting different friends everyday.. Gosh..

And it's high time to BEAUTY UP! suffering from low self esteem.. my hair sucks. must do something about it. and most importantly. i need rest. everyone says i look tired and unwell. I am.