I would have started this post exclaiming how happy I am now if not for a little disappointment that I am experiencing now.. So I was happy for nothing the whole weekend....*shrug*** Bah..Too personal.. can't say.
Let's see...i get this feeling that I have been doing a lot of things everyday. I get this feeling that the last time I went to the zoo was months back, even though it was just last Tuesday. EVeryday seem especially long.. Perhaps cos I wake up early clocking 6 hours or less sleep everyday.. I just noticed a deep laugh line on my face and many others under my eyes.
What did I do on Friday?
Oh.. A girlfren asked me out. We hung out at ... Holland V after my work. AGAIN.. Been going there a lot. It was a real nice night. When she isn't in one of those boycrazy mood, she's a real sweetie to be with. Big Black Face asked me out too.. but I was already out with my sweetie girl. STill glad..that.. there are actually two frens asking me out on the same day... Thank God... :)
What about Saturday...?
Hmm..Work in the morning. Went home to rest for a while..but couldn't sleep cos my phone kept ringing.. Bleah.. Met up two friends in the evening for KTV.. It was real expensive.. $30 per person for 3.5 hours.. This mustn't be good for me at all. My uni frens also asked me out.. But i couldn't meet all of them. Met up bearybear after that.. What stupid names I am giving my friends jsut for the sake of not calling them by their initials.. Stayed over at bearybear's place.. Looking forward to staying over again! :)
Sunday...
Had brunch with bearybear then went to a famous/notorious church. Gosh..The pastor's a very powerful speaker. I like him so much i might go back there again this Sunday. I mean.. he's the kind that is born with the gift of the gab.. haha.. He says very useful stuff.. I wanna go listen to him again..Saw quite a few old friends I know there. Made a few new friends too. More to come. But I don't want to be as fervent and as crazy about their church as they do.. I'm selfish... *shrug**
One of the girls I just got to know ask me out after the service.. We went to a mall.. she waited for me to do my books purchasing then we chatted quite a bit before I went home......
I'm so glad i'm getting a social life again.. I must bear in mind never to let it go....I love my darling friends.. I wanna be the lovely girl I used to be again.. better than before. I wanna earn more.. I wanna look better..present myself better.. feel better.. I must try to dislike less people..
4 Comments:
Don't worry! in no time at all, you'll be even more cute and lovable than before! jia you!
ya.. i hope.. i will be and stay a lovely person inside out in time to come..
Yes, good to see you getting happier. But then, got life means got spend, got spend means gotta work! Haha.
there are quite a number of times recently..that i really kind of like myself. i like my personality. i like my genuine feelings.. i know i make great company. i see the good in pple i love and try to make them feel loved and good about themselves.. sometimes..i really like myself a lot..
BUT...I don't know of anyone who thinks the same.. except for a few who are definitely not gonna be mine for one reason or another..
yup.. i have been feeling awful the way i been spending money. really spend a lot a lot.. got life means must spend money..means must make more money.. sigh i needta learn to stay at home often..
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