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Monday, November 07, 2005

I would have started this post exclaiming how happy I am now if not for a little disappointment that I am experiencing now.. So I was happy for nothing the whole weekend....*shrug*** Bah..Too personal.. can't say.

Let's see...i get this feeling that I have been doing a lot of things everyday. I get this feeling that the last time I went to the zoo was months back, even though it was just last Tuesday. EVeryday seem especially long.. Perhaps cos I wake up early clocking 6 hours or less sleep everyday.. I just noticed a deep laugh line on my face and many others under my eyes.

What did I do on Friday?

Oh.. A girlfren asked me out. We hung out at ... Holland V after my work. AGAIN.. Been going there a lot. It was a real nice night. When she isn't in one of those boycrazy mood, she's a real sweetie to be with. Big Black Face asked me out too.. but I was already out with my sweetie girl. STill glad..that.. there are actually two frens asking me out on the same day... Thank God... :)

What about Saturday...?

Hmm..Work in the morning. Went home to rest for a while..but couldn't sleep cos my phone kept ringing.. Bleah.. Met up two friends in the evening for KTV.. It was real expensive.. $30 per person for 3.5 hours.. This mustn't be good for me at all. My uni frens also asked me out.. But i couldn't meet all of them. Met up bearybear after that.. What stupid names I am giving my friends jsut for the sake of not calling them by their initials.. Stayed over at bearybear's place.. Looking forward to staying over again! :)

Sunday...

Had brunch with bearybear then went to a famous/notorious church. Gosh..The pastor's a very powerful speaker. I like him so much i might go back there again this Sunday. I mean.. he's the kind that is born with the gift of the gab.. haha.. He says very useful stuff.. I wanna go listen to him again..Saw quite a few old friends I know there. Made a few new friends too. More to come. But I don't want to be as fervent and as crazy about their church as they do.. I'm selfish... *shrug**
One of the girls I just got to know ask me out after the service.. We went to a mall.. she waited for me to do my books purchasing then we chatted quite a bit before I went home......

I'm so glad i'm getting a social life again.. I must bear in mind never to let it go....I love my darling friends.. I wanna be the lovely girl I used to be again.. better than before. I wanna earn more.. I wanna look better..present myself better.. feel better.. I must try to dislike less people..

4 Comments:

At 11:06 pm, Blogger The Bumbling Village Idiot said...

Don't worry! in no time at all, you'll be even more cute and lovable than before! jia you!

 
At 11:47 pm, Blogger Satin said...

ya.. i hope.. i will be and stay a lovely person inside out in time to come..

 
At 9:44 am, Blogger Jayaxe said...

Yes, good to see you getting happier. But then, got life means got spend, got spend means gotta work! Haha.

 
At 10:59 pm, Blogger Satin said...

there are quite a number of times recently..that i really kind of like myself. i like my personality. i like my genuine feelings.. i know i make great company. i see the good in pple i love and try to make them feel loved and good about themselves.. sometimes..i really like myself a lot..
BUT...I don't know of anyone who thinks the same.. except for a few who are definitely not gonna be mine for one reason or another..

yup.. i have been feeling awful the way i been spending money. really spend a lot a lot.. got life means must spend money..means must make more money.. sigh i needta learn to stay at home often..

 

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