I have been spending at least 50 bucks a day.. And that's the minimal. Help!!!
Why?????
I have been going out a lot..Having way too may coffee sessions.. ktv sessions..movies... and eating out ALOT ALOT..at least two meals out a day...and transport! been travelling around likenever before..
and i have been engaging in way too much retail therapy!
All the money spent thinking that I will be a happier girl soon. I am actually.. But I'm really uneasy about this outflow of money...
Been getting cosmetics, clothes, new shoes etc.. want myself to look better... i've been ugly for too long.. I was at causeway point.. there was a 20% sale at metro which included the cosmetics! haha.. shiseido wasn't free to serve me.. so too bad.. i got impatient and walked away to i nouvi.. the i nouvi girl's a real babe. she's really pretty!!! i can't help admiring her face.. haha.. then i bought a couple of items from her.
Some frens have been giving me treats and free rides.. Though I usually pay them back in some other way by treating them to something else or insist on returning the money.
I need to read the papers.. GEtting way too ignorant.
A fren has been disappointing me a lot alot. But ya.. he can't get me down that much..bah.. I still don't know why he's distancing himself from me. He's alwways been there for me, with me these few years.. i dunno i dunno.. my fren's disappearing.. my fren doesn't want me anymore.. maybe, he thought that i want to be together with him, so he's running away. I thought i have already made myself clear that i won't be going into any relationships for sometime until i am very very sure? i need this time to improve myself.. to think of how i really want to lead my life.. how i can be happy....
he's even put me on his invisible list in his msn.. and not even reply my smses..
posted by Satin @ 11:24 pm
4 Comments:
how did u manage to find out he put u on invisible list? care to share? =)
girl...its good tt u are spending time with frens...at least for tis crucial period...somehow after some time it will naturally tone down...esp wen ur feeling emotionally better...life is short...so live it to the fullest! =)
Everyone needs to spend money once in a while lah, take it as pampering yourself for just this phase only. After all that pampering, you'll be and feel beatiful, so dun need to pamper so much lor! :op
And about your fren, haiz, all i can say is, we cannot control how people behave rite? He has his own point of view, just respect it for now lor. Anyway, there are other friends around, just focus on them first. If this guy is indeed a true friend, he'll eventually seek you out again. No worries... Take care now! :o)
$50 a day is a lot, a lot! But then, if it's short term and if it can make you feel happy, go ahead. Even a guy like me knows spending can make you feel much better!
Anyway, my guess of knowing whether someone blocked you is to ask a common friend who has his/her msn contact too. That's why if you want to block someone, you gotta block out all those who know that someone. Oops, teach people bad things. Hehe.
:o) u guys and girls are blessings to me.
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