That idiot wants to break up with me again.

Forever breaking my heart.

Somebody please chop him into pieces to appease me.

And that old woman who always cause us to quarrel.

I'm mean. COS I FEEL TERRIBLE.

And nothing seem to help.

I am so desperately trying to calm myself down, turn myself away from very negative thoughts.

Tmr I will go to work wanting to close down my business again. I wish I were a strong adn rational girl who do not care too much about relationships.