heyhey.. computer was down.. nobody wanted to fix for me. I cannot tarhan liao... fix it myself just now.. wahahaha.. here i am now.

i have been feeling like i have lost touch with everyone.. I dunno why I find having the access to the internet exciting. It has lots to entertain me with. I am so excited about my access to internet that it's 2.20am and I am still at teh computer! I usually turn in before 12 midnight these days cos I gotta drag myself up at 6am..FReaking 6am.. Gosh..back to school days?

Anywayz.. I actually talked to my ex bf earlier.. the very first bf. the last thing he told me was to believe him that I am actually a very lovable girl. haha.. well..i can go sleep with sweet dreams..

these days.. i have been very stressed.. been told that i have been talking in my sleep, about WORK!!!!! in perfect english too.. haha.. I dunno. but I know I think about work all day all night, everywhere anywhere.

oh.. and someone just told me over msn that he 'actually kinda misses me' then went offline immediately. eh?? I talked about him before. The guy I didn't get together with about a year ago.

mom's talking about work again... sigh.. I actually dun feel like talking.. Spare me please....It's work and more work even in my dreams!

last thing.. went to bring my grandma out for dinner earlier today. this to compensate for not living with her and going back regularly.. I'm too tired to shuffle between two homes. my father wasn't at home, until we came back from dinner. saw him at the lift.. felt sad.. felt bad. he must be lonely with noone there for him. noone to care for him and accompany him.. bleah.. i want to cry liao. shall go back to bring both of them out for dinner after my busy work week.