This computer I am using now is archaic.. very annoying to use. Surfing is difficult.

Anywayz.. gastric gone! thank god. But I've got a headache. Dunno why.

These days, I am trying to learn to cope with loss, not to feel so awful everytime I lose something important to me. Shall not elaborate.

My friends are asking me out again!! :) Unforunately, I don't quite have time to meet up. My work ends late on weekdays. JJ doesn't like to meet me much. He prefers to meet his friends. I am serious. He's always been this way. IT's a torture for him to meet me often. I don't want to be bothered about the number of days I get to meet him anymore. I don't want to try so hard to make days he wants to meet me free.

Though, going out with my friends mean more spending! I don't like to spend money........ Not cos I am a scrooge or what. I just want to save some money. I try not to spend much now mostly because I don't earn much and I have been returning excess money to my mother.

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My friend just told me on msn that his friend was exploring his laptop today and commented that a particular girl is pretty. That girl is me lah. Now now... why does he have a number of my photos in his laptop?? Maybe, he keeps photos of loads of girls. I think so. Anyway, I take it that I am quite photogenic in the past. Remember how on one interview, the two lady interviewers said that I look real sweet in the photo of my resume, but look very different in person. hmmm..hmm......hmm....