So bloody sad again.
Now, JJ wants to dump me.
I don't love him much you know.. but I'm still horribly sad.. Cos I so hate changing boyfriends, nurturing relationships after relationships, introducing new people to my family again and again..I'm tired of it all..
Even if the relationship should end and it's for the good of me too, I still can't help but feel very very sad......
He shouldn't have gone after me/. He shouldn't have. It's not even a year.
I know I have mentioned about crying so often.. but really.. I am so exasperated. Tears well up every now and then, during work, when watching tv, when eating.. anytime anywhere. I have to try so hard to contain them.. I don't want people to see me crying. I don't want my family to know.
FUCK. can I just die.. and dun wake up tmr.. but my mother will be so sad.. Nothing good's happening.
posted by Satin @ 1:31 am
7 Comments:
I'm not good at consoling and I can't really say that I understand how you feel. But maybe you'll feel better by crying it out, just don't do anything silly. Not worth it, you know...
I hate it too when I introduce my boyfriend(s) to my friends. They'll say that I never keep changing. But you and me alike, who likes changing? Even if its better for us, I know how it hurts. It seems that we're constantly trying to heal our wounds - that always seem fresh.
Is he really the one you want? That's the question. If he's the one you want, Don't let him go. If he's not, then heck lah. Don't waste time on something you're not that into, eh? *hugs* Chin up. You're strong. You'd get through this. Remember u can always call me hor.
hey girl..u feeling ok?
do update us ok?
agree with puffer fish..
*hugs*
came across your blog from someone else's. I'm sorry about how you're feeling, guess you're just hesitant about leaving your comfort zone. The thing is, if he is the point of your sorrow all the time, why not just let it go? In the end, it could all be better for you. Hope that everything would be better for u soon! Take care!
what a surprise. suddenly, I have comments from new pple. :) thanx babes plus jayaxe.
i think u all are right.. I am afraid to leave my comfort zone.
I might as well just proceed to write an entry, lest you pple don't write the comments.
blush, what happened to ur blog? no more/?????can't read anything at all
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