I have been neglecting everything blogging...

Just back from Zouk.. Don't quite enjoy it. Btw, I thought that the crowd comprised mostly guys and significantly fewer girls.. Perhaps the girls prioritise their beauty sleep instead of male attention. kk..crappy. but, serious, there were really a lot more guys and maybe I was blur from the alcohol, but I thought a hell lot of the guys look good. Now now, how can that be true right? Then again, before I started drinking tonite, I already thought quite a number of the guys look good, but that's pretty much none of my business. I won't drool over cute guys. No nonono.. There were a few babes too. Stole a number of glances at them. Despite the dim lighting, it's still very apparent who's a beauty and who's not. Now, this is strange. Almost all the guys looked good, but there was quite a disparity when it comes to the girls.. yadayadayada....Not important.

What is more important is... I didn't feel that excited and had much fun tonight. Why? I grew out of clubbing? I was troubled about work and some other matters? Work was hectic and sapped me out any energy to party? Maybe, it's because of how I looked tonight. First, my hair! I chopped off HALF my hair length plus volume on Saturday. Half leh!!! I haven't had short hair for a very long time. Also, my hair's been dyed black which isn't that flattering for my ghastly pale blood drained face. I was actually envious of the long flowy hair of the girls around. Thought the long hair made each of them look at least 30% better. Then, it's what I wore. It didn't make me feel attractive or sexy at all. The next time, it's going to be a skimpy dress or a super low cut top with a mini skirt. Bleah. Finally, JJ didn't comment about how I look except grumble that I took too long to get ready -- one hour. Is one hour long? One hour includes gobbling down my dinner leh.

I guess compliments can really make someone's day, especially for pple like me. Then again, it also depends on who the compliments come from. My Mom and her assistant saw me before I went out and commented that I looked a lot better than usual. Actually they described me with some other words which are too embarrassing to be written here. Despite what they said, I still wasn't confident of how I looked. Well well.....Looks lookss..looks...

It's 4am.. I been thinking of blogging and blogging but didn't have the chance too. So here I am blogging.....

May all go well for those that I care about. Peace and Beauty to this World. Cheers!