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Sunday, July 31, 2005

JJ went to check out cars with his uncle and mother. He got a new job at the University where most of you have studied in. Got a pay raise. So, he's looking to buy a car to ferry babes and his mom. He didn't ask me along to look at the cars even though I am doing nothing at home. Tell you, we are just together now cos we can't really bear to break up with each other, just yet.

Still feeling terrible as usual.

BTw, he doesn't like me blogging. Think he has mentioned it twice. He doesn't like it that I let strangers know so much personal stuff. But, I don't regard you pple as strangers. I think you all are blessings. Blessings!

I first started writing in online diaries because of my first boyfriend. He's a Hongkonger and it was a trend over there then few years' ago to write. He started an online diary to tell me how bad he's struggling after our breakup. Then I started writing because I needed to tell someone how much a terror my second boyfriend was. Then I switched over to blogspot.

When a couple started quarrelling frequently, it's probably a hint that the demise of the relationship is near. We are trying lah.

I need to socialise!!!! Not to tell my friends about all my problems cos believe it or not, I try not to talk much about my problems with friends. Cos once I start talking, I will find myself having a lot of negative things to say and it doesn't even help saying all of them out. Just meeting my friends and having a goodtime is a lot more healing than sharing with them my problems. STrange?? But it's this way for me. TAkes things of my mind and helps me get in touch with my fun-loving self.

3 Comments:

At 5:14 pm, Blogger Jayaxe said...

That's the wonders of blogging, to share your problems with the whole world yet people doesn't know who you are!

Actually I don't see why you can't let out your woes online if you don't reveal your identity/face. Even if I go around and gossip about an anonymous blogger, nobody is going to know who I'm talking about!

 
At 10:58 am, Blogger dogbone said...

I have to say JJ has a point, though. While it's true that people may not know who you are for real, but IMO it's better to conduct yourself as you would in real life. You never know who's lap all this info is gonna fall into... conspiracy theory! Dum-dum, dum-dum, dum-dum! (jaws theme song ler! :P)

Anyway, getting too comfy with the concept of anonimity sometimes bring out the worst in people. I for one can't stand those people who go around anonymously flaming and trolling. So whether or not the audience knows you, always hold yourself to a higher standard. :)

 
At 7:11 pm, Blogger Kitsune said...

haiz... men r like that one lah. tea doesn't like me to complain about him in my od / blog either. *rolls eyes* i guess, i wouldn't like it if he does that either...

but the main thing is, don't let the stuff he does bother you anymore.

 

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