what a lot of er xin people around

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Something utterly disgusting happened today.

I sold nothing today. :) Most of the time I was busy checking and rechecking inventory level and dealing with alterations etc..

Anyways, this middle aged Malay man stood at the entrance. He looked interested in pants. Thought my $198 'fishy' finally here for me to break my EGG. Asked him to try. He said ok. So got him the size he asked for -- 34 inch.

He went into the fitting room which doesn't have a 'door'. Three pieces of curtains act as the 'door'.

Waited for quite long. He didn't come out for me to see. Asked him if it fits. He said too small, way too small. I got him a size larger. He pulled open the curtains. To my horror, he wasn't wearing the undersized pants. He was naked with his gigantic tummy, his stupid underwear and bermudas dropped to his shoes. Now, why must he take off his underwear to try pants? If he was changing, he would have taken off the bermudas entirely right? Damn. Initially, I didn't think that much. Naive me thought that he's just careless.

So, for the rest of the time, I just stood outside waiting for him for very long. It was totally quiet inside. No sound of changing. He doesn't want to come out. He doesn't want to reply me much. Every interval of minutes, he would say too small and I get him a bigger size. Each time I pass him the pants, he would just pull open the damn curtains where I will see him exactly the same at the start with that bloody thing standing. Time and again I thought, he's being careless again. I wondered what's wrong with me that I estimated his size that badly that I have to keep getting him bigger sizes.

It's natural for me to wait outside and want to see what the customer looked like wearing the pants. Cos I need to take his measurement and persuade him to buy. So I waited and hoped to see him in the pants for me to find out what is really wrong.

AFter a very long time, I accidentally see from the gap between the curtains that he's stroking his damn thing in the fitting room, looking at himself in the mirror. I was really disgusted. Walked over to my supervisor and said that the customer had no intentions of buying, dunno what he's doing inside. I didn't quite want to say what I saw. This idiot then walked out and said that the pants don't fit and left.

My supervisor sorta guessed what happened and told me to say to such people, "You need bigger size? Come out and get it yourself."

Gross Gross Gross !!!

What is wrong with this man? That disgusting image pops up in my head every now and then.

Often, there are girlfriends that follow their guys into the fitting room to watch their guys change too. Sigh.. On such occasions, I will walk away for a while. The seat inside the room is for them to put clothes, not let the girl sit there and do whatever.

Aiyah. Idiots. Tsk. Very exciting for them huh?

By the way, been meeting a lot of gay couples during work. Hmm.. not that i am that against them, but I didn't know there are so many rich gays in Singapore. Girls not cute enough meh? Why must turn to guys?????!!!!!! ha.. I just contradicted what I said.

Work been very busy. They actually expect their staff to spend every waking moment doing something for the company. After work, there are still lotsa stuff to do.

I don't mind pumping in all the efforts and making all the sacrifices if I get substantial monetary compensation in return. But, I don't!!!!! I can hardly make ends meet!!!!!!


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The dateline to order graduation gown is near. I am in the "don't-want-to-go-graduation" again mood. Not big deal. No big achievement. Must spend money on the graduation wear too. For what? Not excited. Unless it's my wedding, otherwise not excited.

I FEEL LIKE GETTING MARRIED. FEEL LIKE BEING SOMEONE'S WIFE. FEEL LIKE BEING A MOMMY. :)

Hee.. but I won't be foolish to rush into a marriage now lah. For practical purposes, i can't have a baby either.