It has come to an end

Today is my last day of work.

It was rather unexpected and I felt really upset.

I couldn't talk to her (my supervisor) cos if I was trying hard to hold back my tears. If I speak more, I would start crying uncontrollably. She's great, and I'm gonna miss this person who's such a creative genius and taught me so much. Quickly packed my things and walked out. Went straight to the washroom and cried my heart out.

Been there less than 2 months, but felt as if it were much longer. I am already attached to everything there. During this 2 months, I have had one instance when a very very impatient and rude customer made things very difficult for me and told me straight in the face that I am a very bad salesperson. He said it not just once, but several times. But, there are quite a number of customers telling me that I am a very good salesperson and that I have a very nice smile, I make good recommendations and all.

I feel very bad how they have put in so much effort to help me and teach me, to find their efforts all gone down the drain. I guess they are used to training and retraining pple too.

Leaving this job, holding a whole new way of looking at guys. Very sensitive to what guys are wearing now.

I don't have to go to work tmr. Now, I am lost again.