not so grouchy today

teeheehee..

I am alright now.

Don't mind me.. Three quarter the time I have silly thoughts running through my mind.

I need to be more rational and reasonable and positive.

I need to socialise more. I haven't been meeting up friends. Being alone too much. It's bad. It makes me a negative person.

A friend asked me out tonight. Went Brewerkz. Ah..I don't like the food. But luckily I don't have to pay 30 bucks for some funny fish and chip.. He gave me a treat. Though, JJ was mad at me for letting this guy treat me. Birthday treat mah.. Why cannot..Anyway, this guy has beeen attached for years and years and I have never liked him before. He's just someone I can trust my deepest secrets to, and yet wouldn't judge me.

We went to GG>>5. He was going to buy me something from there for my birthday gift. Bcos he's not confident that he would get something I like, he asked me to choose. He's the kind that buys softtoys for girls all the time. No!!! No softtoys for me. I only like practical stuff. Anyway, didn't look nice in the black skirt I have been eyeing for sometime. Decided to go eat instead of shop. He was saying something about meeting up again to shop for my birthday gift. Ermm..Forget it. I don't think I can pick up my present.

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My supervisor at work came telling me that she dreamt of a unique display yesterday. So today, she took the mannequin (whatever the spelling) and started pinning a lot of ties on a $500 jacket. Can you picture a jacket with a lot of ties pinned all over it like a patchwork of sort. Together with the 12 ties, it costs over $2000. I think.. she's spoiling the ties and jacket.. it will be difficult to sell them afterwards. I'm so boring huh.. But, ya..she always has unique display ideas-- though whether the display looks good is quite subjective. There are some books in the store on window displays in milan, italy, paris etc. wanna read them soon.

Intend to quit after this month. Meanwhile, will try to learn more.

By the way, there are three shops selling similar stuff all on the same stretch at the same side near the entrance of suntec. but..hmm... dunno.. They actually belong to the same company. Why can't they put me in the other 2 shops? Would be a lot easier. Okie.. I know, I can learn more in the big shop.. but.. nevermind..

They are constantly recruiting more people. AFter recruiting so many people, they are still shorthanded. Why? Many left after a while? I asked today if they ever recruit males. They said they tried... but customers hate being served by guys and prefer girls. And sales gets very bad when they put the guys to work. REally? So funny. You mean those men really prefer being served by girls.. May of the customers come with their partners.. so does gender still matter? I thought anyone who is professional will do. Am i asking a silly question again. I am not professional still btw.

An angmo couple came in mumbling english that I could not understand. And asked me if I was speaking Singlish, cos they could not understand me. I was so INSULTED but kept my cool anyway.

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I..... bought a silly pink Sanyo digicam more than a year back. When my battery charger got spoilt, I panicked.. Have to go Sanyo at Tannery Lane to replace and it costs $75. How wonderful. Anyway, I tried my luck at Simlim and bought a pirated one that can charge all sorts of brands of digicam batteries - $45 and I didn't have to travel that far. See, try to be funny buy some ulu brand which doesn't provide much support..

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It's April 2005 already! One destination a year. Hope to keep to it.

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Love you people :)