a good for nothing

Today is totally lousy. I was so stressed and couldn’t believe it that my total sales in that 8 hours is ZILCH. The only item ever sold this entire day from 10am to 10pm is at 1pm, pathetic discounted tie. So total sales today is $122.55 credited to my colleague. We are supposed to make at least $2000 a day..

There isn’t much to sell…Not enough designs, not enough sizes.

I wonder why in many shops I go to, I never need the salespeople to persuade and tell me anything about their products to buy something. Walk in, see something I like, buy. What is wrong with this shop that most people that come in require me to talk so much before they would buy.. Feedback given to me was that I am not manipulative enough.

Most shops you go to would have sales people greeting you “Welcome”. That’s it. The sales people there is just to give you any help if you need. Places like Zara don’t even have people who would smile to you.

Why must I talk so much? Why must I be so manipulative? The products and display should be attractive enough that at least a handful of people would see something they fancy without you having to talk them into buying.

Don’t think I would pass this probation… Would be a huge disgrace to be asked to leave..
Yea.. I can’t sell. I just can’t sell. When I am being asked to do all sorts of menial work like steaming pants, ironing shirts, packing shirts, counting and recounting inventory, lotsa administration work.. I don’t have much time to sell either.

Wish new stock would come in soon..

I am so dEmORaLized.

So lousy.

Nothing I am good at.

Having gone through years of education and working with people, there is still nothing I am good at.

Hate myself.

I suck.

And I am hungry. No break kakis. No dinner kakis. No supper kakis. L

Can I stop being so pathetic.