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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

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Happy birthday not happy birthday...

I have the weirdest boyfriend who just spoilt my birthday.

We met at 7pm after my work. I went to change into something nicer..

When we met, he kept talking about himself.

When we were at the restuarant, every dish I suggested he had bad criticisms. I got impatient after he consecutively scorn three of my suggestions and told him to choose whatever he likes.
He then blame me for being sensitive. Ok.. well, when u r asked for suggestions but get criticisms for everything u said.. do u still feel motivated to suggest more?

happy birthday not happy birthday

Then, after that, he kept harping on how I don't like his present and didn't say much about the dinner. I kept trying to convince him that I appreciate them and do like what he bought for me. But he just refuse to believe and I feel like I am being blamed for not looking like I like everything damn a lot. Is this nuts or what? And for the rest of the time, we just walked in the shopping mall aimlessly, moody. He expects me to be cheerful and happy after everything.. I was damn bored... There is nothing to do. We aren't talking much. Just walk around. Always like that. Just another day. Life used to be a lot more colourful and eventful than this.

happy birthday not happy birthday

After the dinner at 8.30pm, both of us were very unhappy. I have to try to make him happy, but yea... I did it half heartedly. Why do I need to cheer him up? He kept blaming the innocent me. So i got fed up... and decided that I would just go home and forget about what birthday celebration.. cos there is no celebration at all.

happy birthday not happy birthday.

It's 10.25pm.. yea.. birthday is ending. I hate birthdays.

2 Comments:

At 1:35 pm, Blogger None said...

cheer up

 
At 9:06 pm, Blogger Marla S said...

*hug*

You ought to be happy... *pat on the head*

 

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