That pic below.. i just realised.... one nostril is a lot bigger than the other. :) what an ugly sight. And my hair is not at all black in real life. yadayadayda.. Cos I used one of the photoshop filters on the photo.

I am mad, I tell you.. Recently, I keep paying attention to other girls' hair, especially those black glossy ones. I want to rebond my hair and dye it black.... But I shouldn't splurge on my hair like this, not at this time.

Laozi, that wasn't the new interview get up I bought recently. What's in the pic is a baby blue, short sleeved satin shirt which isn't formal. But I did wear it to a couple of interviews before. Thought theming it with a formal skirt would be fine. Am I discounting myself that way again? Singapore hot mah...

Tmr is the ..... 7th interview. I am so so so not wanted.

I Must remember
1. SMILE
2. Be very humble
3. Don't look arrogant
4. SMile
5. SMile
6. SmilE

1st Interview -- I still feel cheated. That guy was talking to me like he's going to employ me for sure. After a couple of weeks, called them to ask if they had the second round of interview, was told not yet. I don't know what's wrong. But I just take it that it's over.

2nd Interview -- 2 nice ladies. Guess I was just not good enough competing with experienced others

3rd Interview -- Bitchy Interviewer who had something against my age. Told me that she has a lot of people to choose from.

4th Interview -- she scared me off with the work hours. She said to sms her if I wanted the job. I didn't sms her.

5th Interview -- Slim chance. She wanted someone who could drive. And by now, I think I have zero chance. Time to go for my basic theory for driving.

6th Interview -- even slimmer...because he was obviously biased against SMU. He was all sarcastic..Told me that there are over 200 applicants for that one position. Oki.

7th Interview -- ?? LEt me prophesize.. Bah.. I leave it to fate to God.. But, I need to prepare more, cos I haven't been preparing much for the previous.

I am so experienced with interviews..Gosh.. What good is this? Not learning much from my past experiences, I must be.

Still a little hesitant as to whether I want to continue sending out more applications, because I don't feel like going for interviews begging for jobs anymore. I have stopped sending.

I know it's very sian and whiney of me to go on and on about my job search everyday. I am trying to remind myself not to talk about it to my friends, and even JJ.

And since I don't blog to entertain.. You will just get boring reads.. PAiseh. :) You don't have to read my whines.

By the way, I am in a dilemma as to whether I should go for my graduation ceremony in July. I didn't get honours. I think I will just be disgracing myself by going there. There is no honour of receiving my certificate on stage in the no-honours -normal-degree category. But my mommy wants to attend my ceremony.. Sigh.. How man..