primary school gathering

It was so cute..

We were the cream of the crop back in our primary school.

The turn up was rather impressive. 10 out of 35. Hee. Cos a lot of them were not called up. We are trying to get as many contacts as possible from now till the next time we meet.

For some part of the time, I was rather unhappy. Some of my friends just went on excelling in their lives..Work at MAS, Citibank and all.. I held a slacker's attitude all the way throughout my studies, and thus my predicament now.Smsed JJ that I didn't feel good about myself amongst my high flyer friends. He said that I would be one of them soon and that he had faith in me. Well, this is the first time he ever said anything like this. Perhaps he's just yielding to my complaints.

AFter dining, I suggested ktv. :) But both ktvs were way too expensive tonight. I was rather disappointed.. Then I suggested bowling. Haha.. I am so so so surprised that whatever I suggested, they welcomed. bowling leh??!!! haha.. I just went -- I am kidding. So we went to a cafe to continue chatting.

We are so happy with the meet up today. They went to start yahoo group, add each other to friendster and msn.. Hee

It's 3.20am now. We all got home about 1am. And one of my friends is trying to help me in my job search by giving me websites. Actually, I have a whole list of such job search websites. He is also counselling me asking me not to be discouraged. My goodness loh!!! I was never closed to him. Here my primary school friend trying to encourage me.. Gosh, I thank God for him. Hee..I am so emotional. But I feel touched.

Very touched by tonight. It's so good knowing that we will all be closer from now on.

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I just popped 4 pills. 2 more pills to go.. ***sobz*** Drank so much water to swallow the pills. How am I going to sleep... I want to go church tomorrow leh..

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My primary school friends, they were exchanging blog addresses too. But, I didn't give them mine. Not going to. It's too personal.

When will Satin be that lovely girl she once was again. I hope I would be given a chance.