lotsa room for improvement

IT's 4am..Gosh..

I stayed up so late.. Cos I was talking to a friend. HE was asking me about my job search. Very helpful.

Later part of the conversation was.. *Cringe**

I told him that I am thinking of ideas of how a particular business can improve. Ok..Since not many people read my blog, I shall reveal my little secret -- it's for Duck and Hippo Tours. Ssshhhh... My deadline -- coming Monday.

Whatever ideas I gave, he shot back, sometimes in a very demeaning way. None of the things I said was intelligent to him. In fact sometimes I was laughed at. Gosh. He concluded that whatever I have proposed isn't impressive. I know what he must be thinking. He's a poly graduate while I am already a university graduate, and yet my brains are less developed than his. By the way, both of us were from the same primary school, same class for two years. Hmm... I would like to protest against this....

But, first of all, I just started brainstorming! Give me a bit more time, and I would have better and a more coherent plan. Then, I didn't even tell him every bit of my ideas. We were on msn, how much can I explain? I was rather astounded. I guess, people often agree with me making me think that I am right.

for instance, when I told JJ the same ideas, he agreed with most of them. JJ never ever agrees with me just because he wants to make me happy. In fact, we are often discussing and arguing about a lot of issues we see around us, his schoolwork and all. Since people often agree with what I say, I gather that I am right about most issues...Oh.. JJ once said that I always talk like I am right about everything. Oooops.......

Guess I was just wrong about myself. Okie..I shouldn't take his remarks that seriously. But, I should constantly seek improvement in myself... I should look at this in another way. I just have lots of room for improvement.
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6 more days and the report would be out. I hope the truth would be bearable enough to live with...I hope Miss J won't try to force the truth out of me later on in church..Was so frightened that I stayed up every night till daybreak worrying. But this couple of days, my mind started to preoccupy with job search again.