i think i am happier today

.. I actually bought a white shirt and a pair of checkered pants from G2000 (a brand I have been disdaining) earlier. Sounds like a boring get-up? My mother was seriously doubting my taste.

The sales assistants at G2000 taka branch were so pleasant and helpful, that I decided to buy there and then. Costing me over a hundred bucks -- a lot for an unemployed with depleted savings. They were like, asking me to try, give me comments on which look better on me. How helpful. I didn't even ask. I wasn't that pleased with the image I saw in the mirror, but well, was too sick of shopping to go scout for alternatives.

Went to look for my mother... And we started discussing what I should do with this new phase of my life...Concluded that I should still go experience working life first. Ya lah, that is if I am employed anytime soon. This is the last month I am giving myself. Would be the last straw if I still don't get a decent job end of this month.

Tell you a secret.... I applied for the position of Sales Associate for Louis Vuitton! Hiakz.. Guess what, their minimum requirement is actually a degree and no less. Hmm.. I don't mind working for fun. But, yea, retail hours are no fun.

And my mom and her friend insisted on going to eat crabs at Macpherson at an unearthly hour of midnight.. Those crabs were HUGE and I had 4 huge servings, adding another layer of lard at my waist. It's 3.40am... Sleepy...But I was glad talking to them about my problem. Talk to JJ is better than not talking at all.

Earlier was chatting with a friend on msn. He said that his mother liked me the first time she saw me. She actually offered an admin job at her workplace to me -$2000 per month one year contract. Well.. I have to think for the long term and turned it down. Anyway, I was kinda surprised and told him that JJ's mother dislikes me.

These days been sweltering that I have to switch on the aircon.. My hair.. My face.. so dry.. Yea, my facial skin is peeling, that's how dry it is.

**I want to be a happy girl again. **** Think Positive, dumb girl!

Ohohoh... One more thing.. I was reading the marketing magazine..and I came across a familiar face. Gosh! It's Mr L from church!! Gosh, he's the director of A.S. Louken. He was commenting on Cocacola's declining growth rate. This is so incredible. Can't judge a person by his appearance --very very true for him. All these years, he's been just so quiet, humble and reserved and all.. My idol lah he... But I am not close to him, we only recognise each other's face. Yes..the thought that I can get into A.S. Louken through him did cross my mind. I would very much like to work at this company. But... I don't like to ask favours from people, just like I don't like to borrow things from people. I don't like to owe people anything. I don't like to depend on people.. And A.S. louken recruits only honours students. Irritating. If I have honours, I won't need anyone's help liao loh.

Goodnite, dear friends..