update

Been staying at my other house here in the West for the past few days, hence not use the computer.

Had a lot of steamboat, 5 times in total this CNY.

Went to Zouk with JJ. Just me and JJ on the first day of CNY. I didn't expect there to be a crowd. Phuture was as usual, leaving noone with space to dance or breathe. Was at mambo. I thought, that we might be bored since there were only 2 of us. But, it was one of the best ever!! :O) I said he was charming the daylights out of me, dancing n singing n giving me all his attention. He said that I was really sexy dancing. Hahahahhaha..

Had a bbq at home today. Happy that my food came out all yummy..

This CNY, the common comments I have received are that I am very slim, my hair looks great, my bags look great, my shoes look great, my clothes look great, where did I buy them... but, what happen to my face... Everyday, some relatives would be shocked and asked me what happen to my face. My 13 year old cousin innocently blurted out that I look so very ugly. But, JJ had been smiling to me all this while. I asked him, "My face is so ugly now, do u still love me?" He would be nice and told me that not to be silly... Seriously, I feel so ugly, I feel like being all single, until one day my face ever recover, if it ever recovers...

I really hope this relationship works out well, that he will never walk away from me, cos I have no more energy and heart left to nurture another relationship.... Putting my best foot forward already.

Oh.. I went Bintan. The beach at Bintan Lagoon was great--looks exactly like what I see in professional photos. Hey, I feel I got quite a bit out of this temporary job. I got a free tour to Bintan and at least two good new friends plus a bit of spare cash. But I am nervous about this job. Because, it's totally opposed my character to go up to strangers during roadshow and sell Bintan to them. Ya, but I have to rise up to the ocassion and be responsible, I would just have to pretend... and hope it goes fine.. I have to wear this ugly oversized yellow orange polo tee for the whole of this week in Orchard. Hmm... God bless..God bless..

And oh, I have been very annoyed with my friends working at Philips Capital. I feel made use of, and it is true that they see me as their sources of income, and kept calling me every now and then to check out if I started working, if I am going to work in the marketing line, cos if I earn little, they would earn little too, and they keep asking me for referrals. They eye on everyone associated with me, my sister, mother and friends etc. And I even argued with one of them when she was very unhappy and blamed me for not giving her any referrals. I am so damn fuming with regards to this issue. Sure, I need insurance. But guess what, I am so pissed that I am not going to buy from them, but from other friends who never bug me instead.