A turning point?

Gosh.. It's the 1st of March. Opportunity Cost for not working for two months.. Hmmm....

He's just too busy with work and his partime MBA course.. He's stressed. Is he going to earn big bucks after he get his MBA? I don't see much demand for MBA in the job ads though.. His money is his money. I want to have an abundance of my own money..Else, my dreams will never come true.. else .. I shall not talk about the unhappy thing I was about to. But anyway, I want to do something for him, want him to feel that I am there for him and he's not alone in facing his stress.

Will he start earning big bucks and meeting those well groomed girls in his workplace, while if i choose a different career path and risk becoming unsophisticated and unattractive..

Anyway, received a mini parcel by courier from the Island Leisure Group this evening. Surprise. There was my paycheck and two corporate gifts from Miss D. Also a personal letter, sort of personal lah. I have to say she's really good at handling interpersonal relations, must learn from her. Not because of what she sent me today, but cos of many others. Anyway, she said to keep in touch. How to keep in touch? Is she sure she want to keep in touch with Nick and I? For? I would love to keep in touch of course, but for what? For friendship? Meet up and catch up? Issit practical? You get what I mean? People always say to keep in touch, but do we ever do anything about it, or issit just a cliche thing to say at the end of a meeting. Bah, I am thinking too much.

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I miss my mommy and sister...

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JJ and I met up at Bugis today. We really had nothing to do at all. We really did not want to shop at all. We just met up, because we want to have each other's presence..Sigh..I seldom read the papers. JJ is my personal news broadcaster.

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Guys from the past are looking for me again.. Hmm... Sigh.. There's Mr R, Mr Y, Mr D, Mr G and Mr K..

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Bumped into my cousin earlier. I wonder if God planned this... We had a long talk. I was never close to him before. But his conversion to Christianity, sorta bond us together.

So the chat went...He's 19, going into NS next week. He doesn't plan to go University and has been preparing for that big day when he will start his own business. He reminds me of what I was like when I was17 to 19 years old. I was so sure of the path I am going to take. I am not good employee material, so it's hard for me to ever earn much working for pple. Now, I even have problems getting a decently paid job.

We all think the same. Our parents have very low levels of education, as low as incomplete primary education. But, they are earning big bucks, 5 digits, no less. What have I achieved even after so much education? Education is a luxury that I got to enjoy. What are the graduates now getting? Then again, give these graduates 20 years, they might be able to earn more. And yes, I know that there pros and cons working for others. Well..

Eh.. my mother earns like 5 digit, and what am I going to get? Not even $2000? Sad case.

My sister just smsed me, telling me that she is waiting for her poly results and afraid that she can't get a decent job. I asked her not to pursue her studies anymore, because she's not good student material. Encouraged her to get a vocational certificate instead.

Oh.. I also smsed that we could just join forces and brains to do something together. Gosh.. I should just go conceive some ideas to start my family business now. My mother, my sister and I. :O)

**Excited**

Look at Kiddy Palace. It was once a small family business retailing stuff, something that stuck up graduates find unglamourous and non-profitable. Now, it's a booming chain.

Okok.. I am beginning to think that I am a all-talk-and-no-action girl. *Smacks myself***

Err.. it's 1.06am now.. I shall apply for the three jobs in front of me now, then rack my brains for the humble beginning of my family business. Yay... GodBless...

Didn't manage to visit my mother today. Go tomorrow.