Today's interview was at a company that I really would like to work for. But, damn.. As usual, I discount myself during the interview. So, I won't get the job for sure. I know I am quite good, but I just can't convince pple that I am. Unless they know me personally. I guess I don't have very good ren2 yuan2 either, else more pple would have intro me jobs.

The interviewer today is female, AGAIN.. Can I get a male interviewer please??? pleasepleaseplease????? she was so bitchy. and she has something against me being more than 10 years younger than her, and kept on harping on it. and she wore jeans to interview me. :) how nice. at least, I wasn't underdressed.

You know how many females cannot get along with other females, but feel that they can get along better with guys. that's cos of female jealousy.... just one of the reason. other reason could be that girls like to whine quite a bit and talk nonsense that only guys who like them can put up with them. of cos, there are some other reasons..

anyway, some common nonsense from girls and woman alike--
1. appear to eat more than the guys, wanting to hear guys tell them that they eat a lot but still
slim.
2. keep saying that they are ugly or fat, just cos they want to hear the guys telling them that they are not.
3....

gosh.. i don't sound like a very nice girl to bitch about other pple this way. Bad bad Satin...

Things are fine between JJ and me again. It ended with we don't trust each other, but yet we still stick to each other, cos we love each other.. wah, sounds mushy.. but well, I wish I could be him one day, then I would know how much he loves me.. because, i just keep thinking that it isn't much.