Okie..I guess I have written enough about how down in spirits I have been about getting that darn job.

I am still down. But I know I cannot wallow in self pity. I have to help myself, because no one is going to help me.

Also, since I know my plight is probably engendered by my slackness in job application, I am going to give myself one more month till the end of MArch. Oh, plus that fact that ill-disciplined me didn't prepare for my interviews. K..my fault my fault. I know perfectly what to do, but just not do it. From now till then, would be more diligent in sending out applications. If I haven't gone for any second round of interview by then, I am going to cry to Mommy and ask her to sack one of her shop assistants, because I would be taking over.

Friends are still asking me why I am not joining Philips Capital or Prudential, missing out the promise of great income. That's not the kind of job scope I like and I really don't want to spend a few years of my life that way, albeit the money is attractive.

I am going to get a formal bag. Fancy a brown leather one at takashimaya bag's department. Unknown brand and quality that is going to cost me 70plus dollars. Hmm.. But, just buy lah. I hate borrowing things from people. And yes, I really hate borrowing things from people.

By the way, I opened a CPF transaction account today. JJ was irritated and against it. According to him he is more down to earth and all the shit. Oops.. Vulgar. Don't bother to refute him anymore. I am not going to listen to him about this. It's my money anyway. I don't control his expenditure on comics, billiard and toys. Boy, he really spends a lot alot on comics and toys!!