Do I still have a chance?

I did something wrong in the past. I am so afraid that it would come back and haunt me and I would have to suffer terrible consequences for it.. I am really repentant. I have really changed for good this time. But still...

This, I can really tell no one. Just praying hard everyday that I have changed just in time, and still be given a chance to live the rest of my life normally.

But recently, something has gone wrong. I am so afraid that it is due to my past misdeeds. I am really freaking out! Just continue praying everyday... Only God knows..

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I have an interview for a temporary job tomorrow, as well as a permanent job later in the day. The permanent job is rather far from ideal. Though it says that they are looking for a marketing executive, well.. everyone's got loose definition of what marketing is about.

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I hope I am really given another chance to lead my days normally for the rest of my life.

Living my days in fear...