Bah.

I am doubting my self worth again.

Everyone thinks I am not good enough to work for them??!

Very very very sad..........

Going to pray. Then go to sleep.

I shall not ask my friends whether they have found work, because everyone I asked, have. I shall not ask anymore.

I don't want to know anything. I don't want to speak to anyone. I shall block them away from my msn messenger list. I shall hide from everyone. This way, I can live happier, albeit I may be just plain self deluding.

**WailS****!