20 Jan 2005

I didn't know that the process of job search is so depressing. Well, at least it is for me, since I do not have outstanding grades.

I am quite sick of composing coverletters. Yesterday, I said that a friend offered to help me compose coverletters. He did two which I did 95% editing to, and I thought I should just do the rest myself. Of course I am grateful for his help, cos who on Earth would be so helpful when even JJ can't be bothered with me.

Though, I feel that there are strings attached to his help. He asked me out for dinner tonight. He said that we could go to a less conspicuous place if I am afraid that my bf would know. He also offered to buy me the MURAD kit and a new monitor (cos mine is faulty). No!!! I am going to cherish my current relationship. It is expected of me not to go out and interact much with guys who might be 'interested' in me. Then again, this guy is attached. Is he looking for an affair? haha..

Can SomeOne just give me a job..? I thought I am pretty capable? :( Doubting myself like anything of late.

Merchandising, Retail, Marketing --- SomeOne, did you hear me???

JJ's going to teach me play pool tonight. Then I will proceed to Billiard in future. Hahaha