Kind of lost and scared

Don't know which path to take now.

Now that I am graduated. What's the next step?

Those marketing executive jobs will not fetch me much money. It's gonna take forever for me to even get $5000 a month. They pay marketing pple so little money, but expect them to be very well groomed and well dressed. They should pay a separate some of money called the grooming reinbursements or something like that.

Haven't sent out a single resume.

There are quite a few options, but I am so totally hesitant.

K..Guess my plan will be to find one of those stupid 9 to 5pm job in marketing/business areas. Meanwhile, get a temp job for some income. I just want to have a taste of 'glamourous jobs'. After which, I may just get extra passive income while continue holding on to my day job, start something with the help of my mother?, or... sigh.. I dunno man.

I am not into working very hard, which usually means beyond office hours and neglect my loved ones. But if I don't work very hard, my pay is going to rise at snail's pace.

A mess of thoughts.